Login (password reminder?):
islandmix.com register | Connect with Facebook | Support (login probs)

IslandMix - Soca, Reggae, Zouk and Caribbean Entertainment

Reply
Thread Tools Rate Thread Display Modes  
Old 07-02-2009, 05:59 AM   #1 (permalink)
coeur
 
Chillybebee's Avatar
Chillybebee is offline
 
Join Date: Jan 2006
Location: 'round de bend next to the end.
Posts: 2,357
Credits: 7,798
Social Anxiety Disorder

A person relates their story through poetry. Interesting account of this disorder.
I don't understand what's happening.
I am sitting in Writing Seminar
and it feels like my hands are shaking,
like I've got a tremor.
I try hard to focus, stare at my hands,
but I can't tell whether or not they're shaking.
I don't understand why I can't tell.
I should be able to tell
if my own hands are shaking.
My eyesight can't be trusted.
I'd try sitting on my hands,
but that would make people stare,
if they haven't already noticed the shaking.
I try clasping my hands together,
but that's no good, either.
I can see myself with my hands together,
banging them up and down on the desk
like a piston, like a cartoon sledgehammer.
I see myself doing it,
but I know I'm not.
I can't be.
If I were, people would be staring.
click link to continue reading...

I Don't Want To Be Crazy by Samantha Schutz: readPUSH
  Reply With Quote  
Old 07-04-2009, 12:59 AM   #2 (permalink)
Female Imixer!!!
 
TriniTrini's Avatar
TriniTrini is offline
 
Join Date: Aug 2007
Location: Brooklyn
Posts: 6,086
Credits: 35,905
I went to read the whole thing... damn that is rough.

I was looking forward to a poem of healing and no more anxiety
__________________
``
``
``
``
President Barack Obama!!!!
Be the change you wish to see in the world.
Let us work with others to change our communities.
  Reply With Quote  
Sponsored Links
Old 07-04-2009, 03:23 AM   #3 (permalink)
coeur
 
Chillybebee's Avatar
Chillybebee is offline
 
Join Date: Jan 2006
Location: 'round de bend next to the end.
Posts: 2,357
Credits: 7,798
Originally Posted by TriniTrini View Post
I went to read the whole thing... damn that is rough.

I was looking forward to a poem of healing and no more anxiety
It was an interesting read nonetheless and a scarily honest depiction of this disorder from the writer's perspective. Unfortunately, from what I've read medicine only eases the symptoms. I'm not sure how easy it is to heal. I believe cognitive behavioral therapy helps a lot.
  Reply With Quote  
Old 07-04-2009, 09:53 AM   #4 (permalink)
Female Imixer!!!
 
TriniTrini's Avatar
TriniTrini is offline
 
Join Date: Aug 2007
Location: Brooklyn
Posts: 6,086
Credits: 35,905
Originally Posted by Chillybebee View Post
It was an interesting read nonetheless and a scarily honest depiction of this disorder from the writer's perspective. Unfortunately, from what I've read medicine only eases the symptoms. I'm not sure how easy it is to heal. I believe cognitive behavioral therapy helps a lot.

Yeah, it was interesting and pretty descriptive that I really wish I could help her because life is not easy for her. Anyone could just label her weird but she is in turmoil, behaviors she can't help.

One thing I wish she could try is herbs and supplements.
I wonder if she did a complete blood work up to test for vitamin, mineral, ... deficienies. Also test for lead and other things that might be hurting her body such as metals that might be in her body.
__________________
``
``
``
``
President Barack Obama!!!!
Be the change you wish to see in the world.
Let us work with others to change our communities.
  Reply With Quote  
Old 07-19-2009, 04:59 AM   #5 (permalink)
Ent
Registered User
Ent is offline
 
Join Date: Feb 2009
Location: Down South
Posts: 32
Credits: 627
Originally Posted by Chillybebee View Post
A person relates their story through poetry. Interesting account of this disorder.
click link to continue reading...

I Don't Want To Be Crazy by Samantha Schutz: readPUSH
Whatahting!
  Reply With Quote  
Old 11-04-2009, 08:07 AM   #6 (permalink)
Registered User
 
Hello_World!'s Avatar
Hello_World! is offline
 
Join Date: Oct 2009
Location: Lat. 43.7602465 Long. -79.5700521
Posts: 341
Credits: 2,413
That was a very interesting read.

Crazy one time, I felt outside myself for over 2hrs I almost started trippin, but I knew what was happening like I knew I was trippin (not sure why) so I just focused on controling my mind to the way I know I should feel, its real weird but it has not happened again, I think i'm pretty clinically sane.

well i hope
  Reply With Quote  
Reply

Thread Tools
Display Modes Rate This Thread
Rate This Thread: