I been reading your posts for some time and never said anything but you are a prime candidate to get taken by any con man out there. From everything you've said in this and previous posts, you sound like you have a lot of guilt about the way you've treated your parents. Spirituality is great but you sound like you need some counseling before anything else. Talk to somone. AND DON'T SEND THAT MAN ANY MONEY!

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"A generation of people who refuse to be themselves.
The philosophy of 50 cent has them hook, line and sinker.
The young black men become like a sacrifice.
They love it; they living in a fool's paradise."
-Brother Valentino